Holly Hagan has opened up about her split from Kyle Christie, revealing that it took her a long time to work up the courage ie."find the balls"to actually end their relationship.

The Geordie Shore gal shared that she knew things weren't right between them for a while, tellingMailOnlinethat she just didn't want to face up to the fact they were done.

"I think for the past three months I knew that it was coming to an end, so before we’d even broken up, in my head I was already planning how I would maybe break up with him, but I never had the balls to do it," she shared.

Being the kind of gal who'd rather stick things out than just call it quits, she said: "I don’t know why, I always had this fear – I think it’s a girl thing – we always think that things are going to get better, and we kind of never want to give up."

Now that she's loving lifea single-pringle, Holly is much happier with her situation: 'I would hope that he’s happy that I am fine - I would hope that he wouldn’t want us to be upset.'

Deciding to invest a bit more time in the gym, she said: 'I did put on a little bit of weight when I was in a relationship, but it didn't bother me because I was happy!'

But she doesn't regret a single one of the pounds she put on during their relationship: "I don't think it's a bad thing at all, it's a sign of happiness. If you lose weight in a relationship you’re probably not very happy!"

Hear, hear.

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